So let go, let go..

My birth story.

2009-12-04T19:56:01Z

I don't even know where to begin with this story so the easiest way is to start from the beginning...

Well, I got pregnant in March and was told I would be delivering a baby somewhere around the date of Dec 2. I was working the day that I knew I was pregnant and I remember bending over to clean a bed and coming back up dizzy. Something was off so I came home and told David that we needed to go get some pregnancy tests. We did and I took one and came out to the couch with David bc we were going to look together and it was positive and the first thing that came out of my mouth was "ah fuck me." David was thrilled.

Weeks started to go by and I expected the worst morning sickness, fatigue, and every other pregnancy symptom you can think of. I had none of it. NONE. So my weeks dragged. I continued working and no one could even tell I was pregnant. The only thing that kept us entertained was trying to guess if he was a boy or girl. In the beginning, I swore he was a girl. I convinced everyone. But then, my motherly instinct must have kicked in to tell me that I was gonna have a mini David. And what do you know that at my 20 week check up, there was no mistaking the penis in the ultrasound photo. And it was then that I came to terms with the fact that I was not going to have the mother daughter bond that my mom and I share. Instead I was going to start my own journey with a son I never expected to have.

Around 28 weeks, I have my baby shower. At this point, I am showing my lil round belly and proud of it. No matter all the comments I got about how tiny I was or that I was carrying so low. Anyway, my baby shower was awesome and I appreciated everyone and everything. We were very lucky for everything we received for Kaden and all the support I had from friends and family.

From the next day forward, things started to get a little sticky.

I started to notice that my feet were really itchy and had small red bumps on them. I thought for sure they would go away. But the itching persisted and continued in my hands and wrists. I called the doc and the did liver testing to make sure I didn't have choleastasis of pregnancy, which is a liver problem and I would deal with itching until they would induce me. Turns out that I didn't have that and after two weeks, the itching went away.

Everything was good after that for awhile. I had NO stretch marks and I had only gained 20 pounds at this point at 30 something weeks. I was so sick of working and I was just waiting, and waiting, and waiting. We had already done our birthing classes and Mere performed her magical touch on some pictures of us. I had the hospital bags packed and we were ready.

Thanksgiving was approaching and at my 37 week check up, the doc told me I was 2 cm dilated and 50% effaced already. Nothing to really get too excited about since you can be that way for awhile but everyone was taking bets. I knew it would be November 20, I just knew. I went in for my 38 week checkup on that Monday to be told that I'm now 3 cm and 60% effaced and things were looking good that I wouldn't go beyond my due date. That week was the New Moon premiere and I had a date with about 10 girls to see this movie and I was determined to go.

One more complication...

The Friday before my doc appt, I had horrible back pain and chest pains. It felt like heartburn but worse. David stayed home with me and I was stuffing down antacids and mylanta and he got me a heating pad. It went away by 5 pm that night. It came back on Tuesday after my appt. Same thing and again it went away by that evening. So on Thursday for the New Moon premiere I came prepared. I have antacids in my purse and I was trying to not eat anything too bad. So we go to the movie and at about 9 pm, I started feeling the chest pains so I took some antacids and thought it will go away. Movie starts at midnight and the whole time it's getting worse and my friends are looking at me and I just couldn't take it anymore so I left HALFWAY in the damn movie. Katie had to take me home and David had to get up at 2 am to come get me. We came home and it was so bad that David basically said we are going to the hospital. So we grabbed the baby bags and left.

Here is where it gets crazy...

We get there and I'm in so much pain that I'm crying at the check in desk and so they take me into triage. They monitor me for awhile and take some blood and give me this medicine bc they basically told me it was heartburn and I felt like I was being blown off. Well an hour later, they tell me they are taking me to a room and David and I are like okaaay. They wheel my bed into this room and 5 minutes later, this doctor comes in and tells me that I have what's called severe preeclampsia and HELLP syndrome. I was so confused bc I was not swollen at all, but my liver enzymes were so high and my blood platelets were really low which was causing all the pain. They told me that if I had waited any longer that I would not have been able to get an epidural. So at this point she's like we are going to induce you today and get this baby out. And then David and I are in shock so we call all the parents to get them here.

They put me on magnesium for my blood pressure which was the worst bc it makes you so damn hot. And I was on it nonstop forever. Stupid IV. They started me on pitocin at 11 am to get my contractions coming faster, which with my chest pain, it became unbearable so they gave me some Stadol for pain..twice. I got dilated to 5 after a few hours and it was then I wanted the epidural. And it was amazing bc it took my chest pain away too. So then I tried to sleep. At this point, I had been up for damn near 30 hours. Well, it didn't last long, bc after an hour I quickly dilated to 9.5, and then a 10 in the next few minutes and I was ready to push. David, my mom, and my dad were in the room. WHile my mom and David were watching my vajay, my dad was video recording the whole thing at my head so he couldn't see. haha. I was a C-section baby so he had never witnessed a birth. I was glad to have him there.

Before the miracle of birth even happened, another problem came about..I started feeling those damn contractions again and they were HORRIBLE. I told the nurse that my epi wasn't working and I needed more. So I got redosed but I could still feel them...it was then that they realized I didn't need to be redosed, Kaden was just facing the wrong way (he was facing up instead of down) and that's the reason why I could feel everything. They tried to turn him which sucked, and he didn't budge. So I pushed anyway. I shocked them by being an excellent pusher and 45 minutes later of me screaming at them to get him out and telling my dad I was going to cuss, they assisted him out with a vacuum and Kaden David was born at 9:26 pm on November 20. He was 6 lb and 15 oz and 20 inches long and HE HAD HAIR! They put him on me for about one minute and then whisked him off to get cleaned up while I got stitched up from my 3rd degree tear. Ow. With all my drugs I was on, I was so numb that I couldn't even trust myself to hold him and I was shaking uncontrollably. They had about 5 warming blankets on me and all I could do was watch Kaden being passed around while trying not to pass out from exhaustion. I finally got to hold him and they moved us to my own room. I was still hooked up to magnesium so I was hot all over and I attempted to breastfeed for the first time. Kaden stayed in the room with us all night and I may have slept for 3 or 4 hours. They always had me up checking my blood platelets which were still dangerously low that I had to keep the epi needle thing in my back til I got discharged two days later. Kaden was and is amazing. We had tons of visitors but I was ready to get out of the hospital. He came down with some jaundice and we thought he might have to stay while we left but he got to come home! And coming home was awesome.

My birth went nothing like I had planned but I wouldn't change anything bc Kaden is here and healthy and I love both my boys very much. I couldn't have done it without David and surprisingly enough, he didn't even get yelled at. I blame that on my sheer exhaustion to even speak words. haha. But he is a great daddy and has been a very big help in the transition to parenthood. I'm sure I missed something in here, but I wanted to share my experience. Thanks to everyone who called or visited...you guys already know this story. For those who haven't, I hope to see/talk to you soon!

Kadie, David, and Kaden

pregnancy so far...

2009-07-23T13:45:48Z

has been the easiest thing to do ever. so far.

we had our 19-20 week doc appointment a couple weeks ago and found out we are having a boy. :) i have only gained 2 pounds throughout this whole pregnancy which is amazing to me since i eat everything in sight. i don't think i've eaten one healthy thing, but it seems to be working for me. Baby Kaden weighed 12 oz and is in perfect health condition so there's really nothing more that i could ask for.

i'm 21 weeks yesterday so 19 more to go. i'm on the downhill slide. eek. david felt him kick last week for the first time outside the belly. he was excited. :) he's a mover that's for sure. he keeps me up at night which is annoying already.

we painted the nursery the other day. since we are having an owl theme, we painted the walls a teal color with a huge orange moon in the corner and a white tree to go over the crib. it's prettttty. we are going to pick up the crib and the nursery furniture tomorrow, but that's really all we have. we did register at babies r us though which was a hellish experience considering i have no idea what to freakin register for.

other than that, everything is good. got transferred to another store. it's in lebanon and wayyy more busier than oxford so it's keeping me on my toes. that's pretty much it besides hanging out with david and friends.

btw, i was disappointed in harry potter. i almost cried. the ending was laaaaaaaaame compared to what i was imagining.

i feel like vomiting.

2009-06-19T01:30:28Z

damn oreos..i just can't get enough sometimes. actually i think it's the milk that i down so fast.

david and i's wedding was amazing!! i still can't believe we did it and with no issues!! it was beautiful on the beach. and all my favorite friends and family were there to celebrate with us. david's vows made my dad cry and he never cries. ha. the honeymoon in cancun seemed to go on forever and it was so damn hot. but it was relaxing. lots of alone time. ;)

i went to my third baby doctor's appt yesterday. i am 4 months preggo already. it's going faster that i thought. the doc said everything looked good. i still haven't gained any weight which is awesome. she said i was exactly the same and she said that was good, so oh well. but my work pants aren't fitting anymore. i came home from the honeymoon and BAM! pants don't fit. so i got one of those belly bands to hold them up. it's awesome bc since i haven't gained any weight, i know it's all baby belly. i've been feeling baby move too. it kinda feels like popcorn in my lower belly. strange.

i could say more but i just don't feel like it. livejournal for me is a tool for being nosy. i like to read everyone else's shit and i don't ever give a damn about talking about myself. i'll get into it for a few minutes and then i'm lazy. but i do read, and i do care. i'm just not the commenting type.

bridal shower

2009-05-11T23:22:57Z

So on Saturday I had my bridal shower. It was a little crowded but it was fun. I love seeing my friends and family together. I still somehow knew that poop stories would come out. But thanks to all who came and for all the wonderful gifts!

So I'm about 11 weeks pregnant now. I'm almost out of my first trimester with no morning sickness. My second doctor's appointment is tomorrow and I'm going to get genetic testing done to see if we are carriers for down's syndrome and cystic fibrosis. Hopefully all is good. I'm feeling that we are having a girl. David bought this Intelligender thing for me for mother's day and it's supposed to tell you what you are having based on pee and other chemicals and it said girl. So then me and mom went out and bought two onesies for Baby K! And then David came home and he had bought another onesie and some baby girl shoes!! So it better be a girl or this child is gonna have some gender issues. :)

I think I'm going to quit CTC and go to school full time when this baby is born. I wanna do nursing. If I can just get it done, then we would be so much better off. I can't do Cincinnati Tan for much longer. I may work part-time but I know dad said that if I do school, he can watch the baby if David isn't home which is awesome.

In other news, I'm getting married in like 3 and a half weeks!! I can't wait to go to Florida...I need a vacation. Everything is good to go. We have paid for it and I found the perfect shoes and jewelry and now I'm ready to go. :)

Welllll, that's it for now. Happy beginning of summer season!!

you guys can...

2009-04-13T13:36:36Z

just call me Fertile Myrtle.

David's spermies have finally gotten what they wanted. MY EGG! Yep, I'm pregnant. Due around December 2 if my calculations are right which makes me around 7 weeks. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow for my first prenatal visit.

I told all my family yesterday at Easter and they were all excited for us. So was David's for the most part. I'm pissed because if I get fat and it interferes with me fitting in my wedding dress, ooohh boy, I will cut someone.

But I am just so confused on how this happened. I mean, I know HOW it happens..haha..(I like that part!)..but I got off birth control in January and it's supposed to take awhile for you to be able to get preggers. But ohhhhh no, it took me two months and the kicker is, we had sex maybe like twice that month bc we were trying to be careful. pffffft. no, said the spermies.

I don't know if we are ready for a kid yet, but I know that we will be once he/she/they come. (Some people think we are gonna have twins, I hate them.)

Soo I guess I will keep this posted more often or at least try to. 54 more days til the wedding!!!

who would have thought...

2009-03-16T18:39:53Z

I participated in my first green beer day the other day, and it was amazing. I don't even like beer but somehow it kept going down my throat. So much fun. Lindsay, Donna, Olivia, and I started at like 6 and I didn't go to bed because I had to work at 6:45 the next morning. It was ridiculous. My hangover went away as soon as Lindsay gave me some Mickey D's. haha. And then she fell asleep in the laundry room. It's hard to find fun times like that since I moved to Middletown, but since I work in a college atmosphere, it's been much easier.

This may be suicide, but I'm also running in a mini marathon on May 3. It's the flying pig marathon so hopefully my legs don't fall off. I'm doing a 5K later this month, but that's only 3 miles. A mini is 13.1 or something. I've been training but it's still going to kill me. I just want to be able to say I did it.

I think I found my wedding dress. :) It's a bisque color and short and strapless. I love it. And it's a size 8. haha. It's been awhile that I could fit into that size. We are getting married in less than 3 months. I am soooo excited! And Dad told us a few days ago that he booked our honeymoon for us in CANCUN at an all-inclusive resort. I am so grateful.

Well thats it for now. Time to go clean the bathroom.

Bound

2009-02-19T02:21:27Z

June 6, 2009

David and I will be forever hitched. Well, hopefully forever..ha.

We are getting married on Captiva Island in Florida on a beach resort with about 45 guests.

Dad's booking our honeymoon..it's a surprise, but I definitely think it will be in the Caribbean.

Reception on June 20th at home.

I am so ready. Kadie Abbott. Who knew it would be David?

Lucky me.

Sooo, I had a pregnancy scare. Missed my period. Took some preggo tests, 6 of them to be exact, and they all were preggo-positive. I even felt it too...the boobs hurt, my stomach felt weird, and all kinds of shit. So we bought prenatal vitamins, baby books, and even told our parents. And then we were in FLorida and BAM! started my period. They called it a "chemical pregnancy." I had a fertilized egg but it didn't stick to my uteran wall. Lucky break. We would have both been happy if I was, but it's not the right time. I did not want to be fat in my wedding dress. Soon though. :)

What else?

Oh yeah, I'm going back to school. I feel like getting another degree, something like nursing. :) I'm bored, so why not?

That's about it for now. I do need wedding music help...if you can think of a song for me and dad to dance to, that would be awesome. :)

Damn..I just realized my birthday is in a week.

ER

2008-12-06T18:19:42Z

Being in the hospital for more than a few hours is just unbearable to begin with, but actually being in the ER for 7 hours is the most boring, lamest experience ever.

Something has been wrong with me for a week now. Not to go in the gory details, but it had to deal with my digestive tract and intestines and all that. So I went to the doctor yesterday. He said it was a mystery and wanted me to go to the emergency room and get a bunch of tests. At this point, not a big deal, I'm like whatever. So David and I go there..I get a room..change into the ridiculous gown..lay there..give me my IV (hated it)..and sat there..and waited. Took a shit ton of my blood. Got xrays. Then they tell me I need a cat scan. Marvelous. They make me drink a ton of this red juice to dye my insides and at this point are draining a whole bag of IV shit in me so I had to pee 87 times. Literally. TWO hours later, I get my cat scan. Scary shit bc David couldn't come. This guy wheels me into a room and just sits me there and leaves me with all this scary equipment. I cry. Its cold and I'm alone. So then, a lady comes in..puts me on the table thing..and tells me she is going to put some crazy shit in my IV that will make me feel warm all over and may make me feel like I'm pissing myself. Then the machine starts doing its thing. The IV juice made me feel like I was going to suffocate from the inside out and then it was done. Then I went back to my room and waited, waited, and waited. Dad came. Then the doctor came in and told me that everything was fine with my tests and that now I need a colonoscopy or something like that. Which means more money and more time.

The worst thing about all of this is that I missed my work Christmas party. I missed hanging and drinking with friends. And I missed the awards that they gave out. I won an award for "the coolest shoes ever." Dad accepted it for me, haha.

On the other hand, David and I got a new kitty. His name is Jacques. He's so cuddly..and cute. But BiBi and him hate each other but oh well. I love them both.

Annnd David and I are gonna get new tattoos for Christmas. I'm excited. I'm getting one on my side, I am only worried about it being distorted if I ever have babies. Pictures will come.

Most importantly, I miss Jess Gemple. Texas can suck it. There are times when I am alone or even out somewhere and I just need her. I was so used to having her around everyday and if I needed her or she needed me, we were only an hour or two at most away from each other. I wish life was different sometimes.

Anywaaaaaaaaaay, that was my story.

chocobama.

2008-11-05T22:29:39Z

my new dessert for him.

it should involve dark chocolate and white chocolate..and maybe bananas..bc he be crazy!! i am so glad he won. as soon as he took ohio, i knew it. and now i can gloat at work.

david and i moved into our new house. it's finally starting to feel like a house and feel like HOME. i love it. i lived at IKEA for weeks trying to get all the furniture and decor. but now that's it done..i love it. i will post pictures soon.

and we took bibi. and we are thinking of getting a new kitten. :) :) :)

the oxford store will be opening in two weeks!! i am gonna be so busy..but it's gonna be so much fun. i loved the girls i hired and the veterans that are coming with me.

well..if any of you ever want to come visit me in cincy..i have a room for you. :) miss you guys. and hopefully see you soon!

xo

88% adult

2008-10-05T22:27:56Z

david and i bought a house.
we move in october 24th.

move in party? yes.

this house is going to be amazing.
i'm so excited.
when we saw it, we knew it would be ours.

i'm going to manage the oxford store.
more $$$.
more stress..but i love it.
it'll be like i'm back in college..minus the homework.
i'm looking for an assistant mgr..if you know anyone..let me know.

also..if you have any extra furniture, let me know as well. :)

true blood is the best tv show ever.

hope all is well with everyone.

mooee.

life

2008-08-19T20:49:31Z

i have been the busiest person ever. well maybe not ever, but still.
working full time sucks. i love my job though and i love my employees..most of the time.
I will be getting the Oxford store in late Sept/October. I'm so excited..mo money!!

I miss my seagull sis. Stupid Texas. I will visit soon. :)

David and I are house hunting. We found a couple we really like..we just need Dad's opinion's but of course, he is in Florida AGAIN.

Going camping in Kentucky this weekend with some friends. I've never really been so I'm excited. My friends down here are pretty cool..so different than me.

Not really much else to update on.

There was a skull of a mouse in the pool.

I started a diet again. It sucks. I love food.
Indian food has become my obsession.

thats it for now.

xo.

M and M.

2008-07-07T23:09:39Z

I get my own store July 15th!! Tri County..my domain.
Bye MIddletown and all you lovely whores I fell in love with. :)

I wrecked my car already. into Mom's car.
Nothing major, but it'll cost me.

David and I got approved for a house loan.
ballin.

I've had a fun summer.
Made new friends.
And seen old faves and bestestessss.

I got another tattoo. On my lovehandle. It's awesome.

My cousin Craig is getting married August 15th..freaks me out.
David and I are thinking a FLorida beach wedding..something simple and an amazing honeymoon.

But where? Any ideas?

Mere - I miss you and I'ma call you soon. I hope your momma is doing well. And I want to come stay with you soon. I get to make my schedule soon so I will make sure i get a weekend to come see you bc I need to see yooooooouuu.
Jess Luker - What do you want for the big 23 that's coming up?
Jess G - My tattoo itches and I love you.
Everyone else - I miss you.

Bye.

grow

2008-06-10T00:25:54Z

management is crazy.
money..but crazy.

david and i have an apartment! finally.
a place of our own.
it's so nice.
a fireplace..vaulted ceilings..a built in book case..walk in closets..and I'm gettin a kitteh!!

i have friends here. but i miss mine in indiana.
badly. i get sick thinking about it.

i'm gonna take piano lessons again.
starting the last weekend in june.

i work too much.

i need to plan a wedding.

and a vacation.

jkdfgkjdshgf

2008-05-15T14:27:41Z

I got Lasik eye surgery yesterday. Now, let me tell you something. It was amazing..the fact that I can see today and what not without my glasses. But everyone said the experience was easy and pain free, what the fuck ever.

It was the worst experience I have ever had. BUT I do feel a shit ton better today.

The day before I went in for my 90 minute pre-op appointment so they could tell me if I was a candidate or not and what kind of surgery I qualified for. Turned out I was a perfect candidate. yay. $3,000 for both eyeballs. Those motherfuckers are rich as shit. Anyway, so I make my appointment for the nest day since dad is going on vacation and he wanted to make sure he was here in case something went wrong. So I go in yesterday and I check in and they take my blood pressure. 145 over 96. Hiiiiiiigh. My heart was 100 per minute. ha. They ask me if I want a Valium, I said yes but then they said a tylenol PM would be a better choice bc I'm supposed to sleep 4 hours afterward to sleep off the pain. So I'm like whatever you say and take the Tylenol PM. Doctor Marino comes in, introduces himself, looks at my ring, yadda yadda, doesn't tell me shit and I'm about to vom all over the place. I have a cap on and things over my easrs bc of some water and that's when I freaked out and was talking crazy about water. Dad was laughing, I was not. Doc came in, said he was ready and led me into the next room while my Dad stayed to watch the video they would shoot of me. I didn't have my glasses on of course, so I was stumbling as the nurses led me to the first table..yes, the FIRST, there were more. I laid down, almost to the point of tears, and all of a sudden, they were shoving the speculum on my right eye and pressing down. I felt like my eyeball was gonna pop out the socket. Then I held still for 19 seconds while they lasered a cut to make the corneal flap. The next eye..19 seconds..and pain. The numbing drops were lame. Then they said to move to the next table and that my vision would be blurred. Blurred my ass, my left eyes vision was completely gray and my right was cloudy. I was fuckin scared..I could barely breathe. So I got to the next table where they will laser my eye. They did the speculum again holding my eye open, and told me to stare at the blinking red light which was hard bc I couldn't focus my eye. He unfolded the flap and 21 seconds of lasering my right eye. It smelled like burnt hair. Laser was down, put the flap down, and put a shit ton of drops in my eye. Left eye was the same. Then I sat up and they said that it would be hazy but I could still see. And I could. I could see the clock without my glasses. So they give me some prescriptions for 3 different kinds of eyedrops and Vicodin. Oh yes. By the time Dad and I got to the car, I could not open my eyes. It was the worst pain ever. It felt like there was soap in there that wouldn't come out. The whole time Dad drove to CVS and home, I had my head down in my knees. He gave me a Vicodin to help me sleep and helped me put on my shields/glasses and taped them to my face so I don't damage my eyes. And I tried to sleep.

Worst part over because when I woke up at 7:30, my eyes didn't hurt so bad and I could seeeeee! But the tape almost ripped off the skin on my face and I have to sleep like that for a week. No make up, no working out, no tanning, no rollercoasters. Lame.

Today I go in for my post-op appointment. yay. I'm grateful for the surgery but it was crazy.

The end.

i've done alot of poopin.

2008-05-14T13:41:28Z

Today is laser my eye day.
Never gonna have to wear glasses..unless I want to.
I'm nervous.
There are risks..and I'm scurrrred.

As for a job, I'm gonna be working as a manager in training at Cincinnati Tan.
Then hopefully as a manager, and then hopefully as a district manager.
Lots of moolah.

Nothing else new.

finally.

2008-04-27T23:30:54Z

I graduate in 6 days.
I graduate fuckin college.
so weird.
these four years flew by.
I don't have a job, but I'm hopeful.
I know something will come up.
I quit Target last Wednesday.
Amazing feeling.
I move out of Muncie in less than two weeks.
I'm gonna miss it. kinda.
I'm gonna miss the easy access to my friends.
So I'm getting fucking wasted next Saturday.
Care to join?

birf

2008-02-25T02:15:50Z

i turn 22 tomorrow.
kinda doesn't feel any different.
this weekend was fun though.
on friday, went out to eat with some of the besties and then went out to the bars.
saw some people i haven't seen in awhile and also kabli and mustafa. :)
saturday i went to cincy and bought a new car!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's a limited edition scion xB. i am 72 out of 2500 that's being made..it's a golden yellowish color and i loooooove it! and now i am $20,000 in debt.
this is my first real big purchase that i am doing on my own and i feel damn good.
anyway..so i got that and then we went to eat with a "gaygel" of people. in gaygel, i mean 3 hilarious gay couples and then us. we talked sex and tattoos and shit.
today was my bday funness.
cake and shells and mooooooney.
david also got me a new cell phone, across the universe, and a betty boop keychain.
dad got me a membership for a year at urban active starting in may.

i applied for like 6 or 7 real jobs and i got an email back already for a preliminary interview. kinda nervewracking thinking that i am actually growing up. i hate it.

i can't wait to graduate.

happy new year.

2008-01-07T05:00:52Z

i am engaged.
i have a fiance.
i love david.
happy new year.

goodies.

2007-12-18T05:59:31Z

class is over!
so far for sure, i got a B+, B, C, and an A. waiting on one class so hopes on keeping my 3.0 are pretty much amazing right now.

dad bought dan a puppy for christmas.
it's the cutest thing i've ever seen.
it's a shar-pei and a yellow lab mix and he's 2 months old.
his name is oliver. :)
we are gonna take him to florida wiff us.

got into a car accident this weekend.
in dad's highlander.
it was the bitch's fault..she ran right into david and i.
so it fucked up the driver's side so bad that we had to have it towed.
dad wasn't pissed since it wasn't our fault but it still sucks.
i had to miss work this weekend due to the fuckin snow.

the cabins are this weekend.
i'm excited.

i'm pretty much done xmas shopping.

i'm ready for florida.

i'm done.

R.I.P.

2007-11-16T04:05:21Z

Rudie died today.

I'm a fuckin mess.

justalilrandom @ 2007-10-24T00:11:00

2007-10-24T04:16:02Z

i'm really excited for this weekend/end of the year activities.

going home to cincinnati on thursday. i miss the dads and the kitties.
friday is the halloween haunt at king's island.
saturday is david's birth..and getting drunk in muncie at 42239847 halloween parties.
sunday is recup time.
I HAVE ALL WEEKEND OFF!

then the day after thanksgiving, david bought us tickets to go see cirque du soleil!
eeek!

and then there's the cookie making, christmas shopping, and family time.

so i have a bladder infection.
it's pretty fun.

classes are gah.
i have senioritis rullll bad.
but oh well.
i just want to graduate.
i'll forget half this shit anyway.

i can't wait to see all of you this weekend!!

well.

2007-10-10T17:16:13Z

i don't write in here much anymore.
it's hard to find time to write..and by the time i remember i should, i forget half the shit i was going to say anyway.

life is good. not great or fantastic, but pretty good.
my grades could be better..but there is time.
it's pretty fascinating that I'm gonna graduate in less than a year.
damnitttttttttt. no clue what i'll do.

david's bday is the 27th. he'll be 24.
party?

target is still the same ole sucky target.
they gave most of us a raise to stay.
ha.

i went to the apple orchard. i ate all my apples.
i want more. :(
and a punkin.

going to PKI's haunted thing on the 26th.
wanna come?

i am going to be the angel of death for halloween.
gothic, ehh, who cares?
fuck off if you don't like it.

i love the girls i work with.
and my roommate.
and the girls that i don't work with and don't live with.
+ Jess' baby, so fuckin cute.

Mom and Dad are great.
No divorces on the Mom side and more businesses for the Dad's side.

I have family from Iran.

So wanna hang this week?
Maybe get some punkins and caramel apples?
Maybe swing?

ehhh.

2007-08-22T17:10:27Z

school is so boring!
my classes are gonna be easy, i think, no excitement. it's kinda disappointing.
now watch me get my ass kicked.
my room is finally walkable.
the walk isn't bad from my house.
i had a blast this weekend..thanks to everyone involved. :)
more fun this weekend, i'm sure.
i finally got paid my last paycheck from drury and i got my damage deposit back from the old landlords.
now i'm just waiting for my mileage checks.
i got an A for my internship grade which brought my overall GPA up to a 3.007. woo!
i want to graduate with a 3.3 or something..i don't know if it's possible.
well..not too much else to say.
target still sucks.
new boss, new rules, but most importantly i still rule.

mmhmm.

home?

2007-08-14T16:40:30Z

florida was lazy.
it rained almost everyday.
our house there is nice..but uhm..i'm not diggin the huge spiders and fireans that also want to reside there. the exterminator was creepy.
anyway, with the exception of the spiders as big as my hand, it's actually in a quiet part of town and peaceful.
we ate alot and we managed to get to ft myers beach one day without rain where i got extremely burnt, and then to sanibel beach..mmmm drinks.
the drive was the worst. never again. unless it's with some happenin people.
so we got home, cleaned up cat puke and whatnot, worked for a couple days, and then took off for my future home, new york city.
i am going to live here someday.
grenwich village is so peaceful and then so close to times square at the same time.
it's amazing.
i didn't see any famous people, but i did go to the comedy club where seinfeld started, we saw "Rent" and "the drowsy chaperone", we went to battery park to see the statue of liberty, shopping, and then one night david and i went to the south sea port to see the Bodies exhibition. which was amazing. there were dead bodies that had been saved and you got to see everything. there was one part, the fetal development, where you see the embryo all the way up to like 8 mos, and then there was the conjoined twins, and it was just amazing.
anyway, i've decided i want to live there for 3 years or so.

so i'm home in cincinnati til thursday. then to my momma's in richmond til saturday or sunday. depends on if anyone wants to play with me on saturday. then to muncie. last year of school. gonna go out with a bang.

gah.

2007-07-26T15:53:28Z

i finished it. harry potter, that is.
i won't ruin it for anyone else..but i loved it.
i already miss it.
lame, huh?

so plans changed.
dad and dan bought this house in florida a while ago and so they have been up there furnishing the place, so david and i are taking a road trip alllll the way there. it's in ft. myers. we are leaving tomorrow and it's a 16+ drive so we are stopping at a drury inn in atlanta. i scored us a suite for $29.00. but yeah, we'll be in florida for a week..come back..and a couple days after that, fly to new york, and then it will be time to come back to muncie for school. yay.

i have lost ten pounds. i finally reached that mark the other day. and so i went into one of the salons to talk to the girls in there, and the manager came out and i guess she didn't recognize me. but then the next day she told me that i didn't look anything like i did last year bc she said i was HUGE. and i didn't know how to take that. so i guess it's okay, bc i'm not HUGE now. so remind me to not take on the extra ten pounds, EVER.

i really want a dunkin donut though.

see you all in a few weeks.